"The yearning I feel after waking up is like a flood after the rain.
The one thing that hurts more than being unable to say that one word,
is the fact that I never got to hear what I wanted from you."

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Sometimes it’s really tiring to wear the same mask each and everyday.
I just wish there could be one day where I don’t have to be wearing a lie upon my skin.
I wish I could meet him and tell him how much I love him.
How much he had changed me, and how much I longed to be by his side.
And it starts to become too weary for me.
I hope I can get through this…alone again.